Windows Already Open
Scripture
“When Daniel knew that the document had been signed, he went to his house where he had windows in his upper chamber open toward Jerusalem. He got down on his knees three times a day and prayed and gave thanks before his God, as he had done previously.”
Daniel 6:10, ESVReflection
The most important words in this verse are the last four: "as he had done previously." We usually tell this story as a story about courage, and it is. A law had just been signed that made prayer a death sentence, and Daniel went home and prayed anyway. But look closely at how he did it. He did not call an emergency prayer meeting. He did not suddenly start praying louder or longer to make a point. He simply did what he did yesterday, and the day before that, and for decades before that. The crisis did not create his prayer life. It only revealed the one he already had.
That is worth sitting with in the middle of November. The semester is getting heavy. Finals are close enough to feel, papers are stacking up, and a lot of us are about to start praying the way we study: all at once, at the last minute, in a panic. God hears those prayers, and He is not annoyed by them. But there is a difference between knowing someone's number for emergencies and actually knowing them. Daniel could walk calmly toward the lions because he was not meeting God for the first time that week. He had worn a path to that upstairs room. His knees already knew the floor.
Notice the windows too. They were open toward Jerusalem, a city Daniel had not seen since he was a teenager, a city that was in ruins. He had been carried off to Babylon young, given a new name, a new language, a new education, a new career. Everything around him said, "This is your home now. This is who you are." And three times a day he turned his face toward a different home and remembered whose he was. Prayer was how Daniel kept from being absorbed. It can be that for you. You may be far from the place and the people that shaped your faith, surrounded by voices telling you what to want and who to become. A small, regular habit of turning toward God is how you stay yourself in a place that keeps trying to rename you.
So do not wait for the lions. Start smaller than you think you should. Pick one moment today that already exists in your routine: the walk to class, the first sip of coffee, the minute before you open your laptop. Open the window there. Say thank you for one thing, as Daniel did, and tell God one true thing about your day. Then do it again tomorrow. It will not feel dramatic, and that is the point. The prayers that hold you up in the hard season are almost always the quiet ones you prayed when nothing seemed to be at stake.
Prayer
“Father, I admit that I often come to You only when something is on fire. Thank You for hearing me even then. But I want more than that. I want to know You on ordinary days, so that when the hard days come I am not searching for a stranger. Teach me to open the window toward You in the small moments of today. When this place tries to tell me who I am, turn my face back toward home. Give me a steady heart, a thankful heart, and knees that know the floor. In Jesus' name, amen.”